I just thought it would be nice to have up a new journal.

Anyways, veteran's day was a good day for me, my roommates, friends and more. We were just planning on having a small party that day with a few friends. Well we did just that, but it changed from a small party to three parties in one, still rather small.

1st off: It was veteran's day and my boyfriend is a veteran. He came back from serving in Iran and Kuwait back earlier this year. So we thought we would celebrate this day for him. I you Matt. I made him his own cake for the occasion with sparkler candles that wouldn't seem to die after you blew hurricane winds on them. I kind of second guessed those candles a bit later after I remembered his scars from those "cock-tail" bomb thingies people make over seas...or in general where there is a rag coming out of a bottle with explosive liquid in it...anyways. But he still enjoyed himself.

2nd uh....off: It was a good friend of mine...'s, birthday. He turned 19, so we threw him a surprise birthday party. He just thought it was a verteran's day party for my boyfriend. He was about to not come until I called him. His mom wouldn't let him come over because she thought we would drink and smoke it up and drugs...the whole nine yards when it comes to college.Anyways! I had to spill the beans and kind of ruin the surprise for him, but he came anyways. And it was even cuter when he actually started to cry because no one did anything for his birthday. So I felt special, and I made him feel special....though Brittany kind of turned his cake green.....it was still good.

And 3rd off: I think that sounds funny...anywho! It was just going to be a regular balloon bash party. We blew up over 100 balloons and filled our apartment with them. After that, whatever happened happened. We ended up having the guys bellyflop onto the balloons, they did chest bumps with "boobs"...that one was interesting, and Matt ended up throwing two guys into a pile of balloons. Regardless to say...there are WAY less than 100 balloons now in our apartment. I'd say 25 to 30 at the most. This was our original party plan, then it turned into the other two, making it three.

It was a good day and a fun night. I'm just glad I have something to post up here now. I'll try harder to update this thing a lot more. Hope to you from you all again!

Love ya!

Especially you and

I couldn't think of a better title, so bare with me. XP

*gasp!* Brittany got cereal from her cereal! Well, a little baggy of cereal in her cereal box! XDDDD This is totally exciting!

But!...that's not what I wanted to tell you. But I get to keep that cereal!

Anyways, so what I was wanting to say is that I am only about 70 page views away from my 10k hits! XDDD *party on the inside* anyways...XDDDD

I also wanted to say that I'm going to be steering away from drawing Zeara for a bit since that last little tiff over the situation. I am going to try and start drawing new things, what I don't know...I started with a mermaid, but that's because I made it for my sister.

If you guys could give me some ideas, that would be great! Anything mythical...or a creature. I need some ideas, I'm out.

I'm working on more mermaids for friends, but I need more. I'm planning on drawing a naga (snake/human) and a centaur...but other than that. I'm dead.

I need mucho amounts of help.

Thanks!

Love you

Hey guys! What's up? Nothing much here really until Monday, but I will tell you that in a second.

Big thanks to the supporters who are checking out my page. I'm almost to my 10k! Now, I just need to finish that deviation. XD

But note that the journal said "moved".

That's right. I moved! I moved out of my house with my family to an apartment! Reason? Simple. I was accepted into the University of South Florida! Yay!!!!!!!!!! *celebrates internally!*

That's right, I have finished my two year degree last week...well the 13th of August AND! I have moved to Tampa and am rooming with my bestest buddy in deh whole world! Youkofoxgirl771! Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XDDDDDD

It was a stressful process and a lot of work, but hey..it's all worth it.

Again thank you guys for your views, they are greatly appreciated.

And thanks to my special friends who have been helping me through all of this in my life.

I you

I you too

Big hugs too:

Mahala!

Hello my people! (or random deviants that just happened to fall on my page)

Listen up...

I'm getting really really really really really anxious about me hitting 10,000 page views. I'm just a hair, or two, short. 299 more page views!

I got so excited I've already drawn my "Thank you" deviation. V.V It's sitting in my sketchbook...all lonesome and what not. V.V

And I! Am getting impatient about posting it. XD Es sooooo cute! I love it!

Anyways, I'm really needing your support in thise. XD I've gotten this far with you guys and I'm really appreciating everything! I never thought I would get his far.

I love you all! Thanks so much!

Love you Ashken18!
And my sistah from another mistah!
And my great supporting friends,

And if I've left anyone out, I love you still!

Ok ok...here's my deal. I'm not going to mention any names. That goes to you too brittany...don't post any names on your ranting comment...I know you.

anyways...I have some drawings up the a friend of mine, now my boyfriend, had requested. Alrighteh, what's done is done. And I really enjoyed them, and he did too. But, now the thing is those drawings are of my rp character and his...well one is going to be that way, but my rp character is in one of his stories so I drew a scene from it, well sort of.

But...before that story started, I was rping with my boyfriend at the time, we are no longer together but real good friends. Our rp was a bit intimate and has gone on for a while, it's basically a story, but hasn't been made into one.

So...my ex seemed to have a problem with those deviations and has asked me to not make those drawings anymore, though I already have one in progress. He doesn't like how my character is "involved" with another character in a completely different rp/story/whatever you want to call it because of our rp. He only wants to see my character with his, or with no other one's at all (I'm sure a female would be exeptional.)*NOT IN THAT MANNER!freak...

I'm not sure if I should do what he asked, change my future deviations because he wants me too, or just keep doing what I'm doing. Those drawings were requests for ideas for my boyfriend's story and what he asked for. That's what I do...I draw what I want and requests.

I don't think it would be fair or very, how should I say this, appreciative if someone makes a request for me to draw them what they want and turn it down. They like my art, they like my style...so I'm going to do it...

I don't know....I'm just so confused as to what I should do.

I want to make everyone happy...but I'm not sure if I can do that.

What do you guys think? Should I change my drawings for him or just do what I do...draw what I want, when I want, how I want. And requests...

Please...I need your help.